First I would not get too worked up over a Borderline Personality test unless said test was given by a licensed psychologist. Under the right set of circumstances just about anyone could qualify as Borderline and that's real. Second, if you drink heavily or abuse any type of medication, it is not professionally responsible for a therapist or psychologist to make any definite diagnosis particularly any related to personality disorders. If I were you I would see a therapist and be as honest as possible. Just beware of anyone who is to eager to tell you that you have much more than a mood disorder like depression or bipolar and maybe and anxiety issue that needs addressed