I'm currently not working (Business Managent Teacher) and was thinking of training in a beautician course with the aim of opening up my own business.

I thought I had my husbands support, which he says I do.

But he went on and on and on today about how we shouldn't have to be in the position to apply for a loan for the training and getting the business up and running.

He said we've been living the high life for the last 6 years and should have been more studious in our savings. He's right.

But why didn't he tell me this a month ago!

I've invested so much time on website designs, course training fees, equipment suppliers, applications to council blah blah blah.

A month of whole hearted investigating.

Couldn't he have just said that a month ago!!!

So now I'm back to square one. Looking for teaching jobs next year. But I exited my most recent job so badly there will be bugger all reference for me.

I feel stuck. I thought I had some focus going ahead and now I dont.