Hi. i was wondering if you can tell me what kept you from it this last week? Did you do something else like a distraction or just stopped yourself or what? i haven't si'd in a really long time but whenever i get time i think about it a lot. It doesn't do anything for the others buthurt, but that cut/burn takes my pain away my emotional pain and the real pain tells me i am real. When i cut no one else is around and i like it that way, so i get to keep time. But i'm thinking about it. nona