Sorry you're going through this-I understand how much it hurts when you think someone has your back on something & then suddenly they don't. I can also relate to not saving enough money while living "the high life" but it doesn't help to beat yourself up over the past. I've been in a bit of flux with my career for a while now-don't want to go back into what I've been doing most of my life but unsure how to balance the cost of a new one at my age-sending lots of positive energy your way & hope things get better soon.