I have a question that I have no seen anyone ask this on here ..

When you meet a new person in your life ( this can be friendship or lover ) for me it's friendship , how do you handle the BIG DREADED QUESTIONS they ask ..

So tell me about yourself ?
My heart sinks to the floor , I hate that question !

Ummm ...
That is a " Trigger Topic " for me I don't know what to say ... I stumble with words , because I don't want to scare them away if I tell them the REAL me .
I have told people about my life and they run to the hills or they want to use me for experience !

How dose one be honest and yet not scare people away .
I am so hungry for friendship that I don't know what a normal friendship dose without crossing into the bed .

I am a married woman and I have not been faithful to my husband because I cross the line with men and woman if they want me in a sexual way , I am unable to stand up due to past abuse . Something inside me dies and I do things that I normal would not be doing .

Should I just not bother in meeting new people , I don't know what to do .
I miss having a face to face friendship . I have 0 friends that I see .