Hey man, I've been feeling the same way for quite a while. I have no supporting advice at the moment, because I'm stuck in the same pit hole as you. I can only tell you that with work it will get better. Maybe for your situation it will come slowly, or maybe it will come faster. Just don't harm yourself or any of that stupid crap that depressed people do. Please. This is a favor I'm asking of you. Just don't hurt yourself in any form or fashion. If you ever, EVER need anything, I check this website every week day, usually around 12:45 to 1:30. Bye