I feel like Im on a tight rope trying to find a life worth living. Im having panic attacks and anxiety everyday. So my Pdoc put me on Prozac then after that did not work he put me on Lexapro to combat my depression, anxiety and panic attacks that I have, which are comorbid with my schizophrenia. Now I can't even enjoy music. All music is merely white noise now. Nothing moves me. all types of art has no effect on me at all. Its like im numb inside. True, Im not having panic attacks but living in a world without a sense of awe and beauty is like living a meaningless, mechanical life not worth living. Bother. Im not giving this fight up. There has to be better alternatives.