Hi flours. You are not alone. My job makes me miserable. Then I work 10 to 12 hours a day and have no time or energy left to seek another job, go back to school to improve my skills, much less do anything enjoyable. This time of year gets so busy I now have to muster up the energy to do stuff for the holidays. I am always exhausted. People tell me I don't seem to be as depressed. I am still depressed I am just now too busy to dwell on it.

To top it off there are people I work with that are devious and almost impossible to get along with. I wish I had a good answer for you. I just pray a lot to get thru each day.

You mentioned that there are things you like to do that you don't get paid to do. Find some time each week to engage in the activities you like. That does help if you can find the energy to do so. Maybe one day you can find some type of work in things that you like. Much love and best of wishes.