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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
Sounds like you're being greedy more than anything else, and blaming your prior religious beliefs is a way to justify this.
Sorry to be so blunt but I call it how I see it.
You say its not about sex, but then go onto say you never dated because premarital sex was not permitted so there would not have been any point in dating.... Then you change your tune and say your personality disorder kept you from dating...
Whichever it is, idk maybe its a combo.
Maybe you're not greedy, maybe you're simply not the monogamous type and that is actually the issue, not religious aftermath. |
Right, I didn't date, because the dating would have led to sex. I didn't want to date a woman, and then see her leave me once I told her the bad news about my religion. My religion is what caused the personality disorder in the first place.
I felt monogamous when I was newly married to my wife, and was still religious. My personality has changed since I lost my virginity to her, and since I dropped my religion. I'm just very upset, because I didn't get to date multiple women before settling down, and I'm trying to see if there's a way to turn back the clocks.
EDIT: By the way, my religion taught celibacy. Because it says you can't have sex before marriage, it pretty much puts you in a celibacy position. I feel like I'm a bottle full of air that got pressed over the years, and then finally exploded.