Thinking of moving far away... it isn't possible. I haven't been able to feel much emotions lately. I don't know what it is. I want a restful sleep but I'm not able to with the pain lately.
It feels like I'm getting manic. Haven't been that way in a long time, and my psych doesn't diagnose me as bipolar. Years ago others did. So I don't know what I am anymore.
My counseling got cancelled and I have to wait another 2 weeks. Maybe that is why I feel stressed.