Three month ago.
Much better.
I went to shrink 5 times already. Hes great and smart guy, but i still don't have any positive effect from therapy. And its very expensive so i will have to shut it down.

And to other posters here - thanks you your support. There are times when i starting to feel a little better, but then some tiny thing appeared to push me back into depression pit again. I feel like my mind is broken and im stuck in this forever with those obsessive regrets and memories. How to delete them from my conscious?