I have my family, my boyfriend, a few really close friends who actually are also mental health professionals.
I'm on Risperdal, lithium, cymbalta, klonopin, and melatonin.
I have blue cross blue shield and I'm from Michigan. I know the insurance covers all my mental health stuff...we've already reached out deductible because I've been hospitalized twice this year, once for depression, then for antidepressant induced mania.
I do have the violent rage. I'm not an angry person especially not on risperdal, but it seems like every time someone says something that is the slightest bit annoying I want to throw things at the wall and break something over their head. I'm constantly yelling at the people I love which I never do and it is breaking my heart. Sometimes I even feel violent towards myself. I have yet to act on any of these thoughts though. I know, that's what I'm afraid of. My closest friend thinks I've already reached that point. I just think she hates me and wants me to leave for a couple days so that is her solution.

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