Yeah. I hope I don't start acting on them. I used to hit walls and break things and hit people but I haven't don't that in so long. I don't want to be a danger to anyone. I always have bad road rage lol so that's nothing new haha!
Yeah, hard thing is this all started while I was taking my meds and then slowly the mania led me to take them part way and now not at all...I can't get myself to do it...like...no matter how hard I try I just can't talk myself into taking them. Maybe I'm just weak. I've already got people telling me that and I just don't know what to do.
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DX: Bipolar 1, OCD, Schizoaffective, BPD, GAD, PTSD, Anorexia, MDD
Meds: Risperdal, Lithium, Cymbalta, Klonopin, Melatonin, Benadryl
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