You're not weak, Shelby. You are under a lot of stress. Starting college is a stressful experience, and with the work you're doing on top of it, that's a lot of stress. It is good you haven't acted on your violent thoughts yet. From your description ("this all started while I was taking my meds") it sounds like a med adjustment is in order. As for not taking them, as another poster said it really is playing with fire, and you or someone around you ends up getting burned.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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