Gosh, I've had so many dx's thrown my way. I definitely have PTSD. I'm definitely depressed all the time and its been like this for so long.

I've had dx's of bipolar and even schizoaffective but after working with a neurologist and getting testing done it is found that I have a form of epilepsy.

I go to therapy I take my meds and currently I'm doing a day treatment program. I've done DBT, CBT, I've had 20 shocks of ECT (which now I find totally ironic).

Still, I can't get off the couch, I struggle to have a coherent thought. I'm on SSDI for all this. My kids deserve so much more.

I'm not really sure what the point of my post is, but I'm glad I found a treatment resistant board. If anyone has any new fangled treatments they'd like to throw my way I'm up for suggestions. I do vitamins and supplements already. used to do yoga, would like the motivation to get back into it