I haven't been around much because well I was in the hospital last week and have been doing my best to keep things together. Well wow where do I begin. A little over a week ago. I went to this guys house, he was actually my boyfriend. we had only been back together for 2 days. I broke up with him before like a week before that. I got talked into going back with him. Well I have a part named Jenny, she likes something that I can't even say. This basically all that she is about. Well she came out that night. I also had a friend with me, the one who talked me into going back to him. I told her I didn't want anything to happen because I needed to find out what was going on with me. I asked her to not let anything happen. I switched to Jenny sometime that evening. He had *** with us. This is what Jenny said. She told me more about it as time went on but when I came back I felt really weird and Jenny told me I was bleeding. I went back to the room and told my friend that I needed to leave, she wouldn't leave right away. But finally we left and I noticed that something was running down my legs, I realized it was blood and it was around my ankles. I then told my friend this when we got into the car. I took her home and she told her mom about it and her mom came out and said I shouldn't be worried, maybe he was to big or something and maybe I should get it checked ouit. But the bleeding just didn't get any better. I decided to go to my parents house and I got out of my car and I had pools of blood in my seat, that's when I knew something had to be wrong. I went inside and bleed alot more and my parents took me to the ER. They didn't know what had happened to me exactly when I got there. I don't remember the ER very much. I went in at 11:30 pm. I then had to have emergency surgery, they thought that there was a whole in my uterus or something. so they were going to do some exploratory surgery. When I got out of surgery I was told that there was a tear down there. But I was informed it wasn't in my uterus. They called adult protective services because this was the second time I was in the hospital because of this guy. They also told me there was going to be an investigation. So a week later I talked to APS and an ivvestigator. Jenny came out and talked with him and told him what had happened. One other thing that Jenny told me is that my friend was even in the room when this took place. Needless to say she's not my friend anymore. The investigator told me he was going to set a court date for assault. Just plain assault. But then later that day I found out that things were alot worse than I had thought. I found out that this tear was all the way through and that he could have very well killed me. The doctor believes that something else had to of been used to do this with. After hearing this I'm not so sure that a regular assault charge is really enough for this. I don't want him tdoing this to anyone else and he obviously did something wrong. I am still hurting and my incision may be infected. I really could use some advice on this, does there need to be more of a charge? I'm going to talk to my T about it tomorrow. Thank you to everyone who read this, it means alot to me.