I started feeling unhappy being in a state of what I called limbo... but really I was quite stable. I guess it is hard knowing the extremes to just feel blah. Now I have hit rock bottom, I am just so depressed the last couple days. All I want to do is sleep. I have no motivation. I have canceled all plans I have had for me or my daughter, because I just can't imagine leaving the house at this point. It does not help that it is freezing out. I am fighting the urges to cry all the time, to yell, to just break down and quit my job... which I work from home with my almost 10 month old. Trust me when I say, this makes things worse stress-wise. I have been binge eating, which just makes me more depressed as I look in the mirror or step on the scales. I really want to loose all this baby weight and I have 30 lbs to lose. And even as I write this, I hate myself for being so damn whiny. HELP!