Despite her age my mom does a good job at taking care of the things I can't for me, but that makes me wonder more what I'll do when she's gone. My twin has always said she'd bring me to live with her, but so far she hasn't learned one of the medical things that will need to be taken care of by someone other than me and I worry that she won't be able to do it so we'll have to have someone else around who already knows how to help with it. I guess my biggest problem is the fear that I'll soon be alone and not have anyone to really help me care for myself. So it stresses me out and increases my depression that I've dealt with for 17 years. My parents are currently in good health so I don't worry that anything will happen soon, but I am unclear as to what will happen when they aren't around anymore.