I have had self-esteem and trust issues for most of my life. my own mother is always pointing out problems with my hair my weight what i'm wearing etc etc. As if I don't own a mirror as if I don't beat myself up enough. i AM SO INSECURE AT TIMES i GET EMBARRASSED OR SAD WHEN SOMEONE says something nice about me.I can't believe them. O yea i also have self hate for allowing myself to be hurt by people I thought I could trust.