((((((((((((((((Pickle)))))))))))))
Being around family can be especially hard ... and having all of these feelings surrounding you all the time sure doesn't make things any easier. Just remember that there is NOTHING wrong with you. Depression is an illness and while it may not seem like technically you don't have any reason to be upset, there always is. Sometimes its just hard to put meaning and words to describe how or why you are feeling the way you are.
Just know that you are by no means alone in how you are feeling .. and that there is a light at the end of the tunnel - its just sometimes hard to find.
Hang in here
Jacq