Pinksoil,
I feel pathetic because I know Im ill and I cant control it
because everytime I think Im better....I do something crazy like hurt myself,
because I hate myself,
because Im so tired of being like this
because I should not have held back in therapy
because theres no reason for me to unhapppy
because I must be self centered to not appreciate the wonderful life I have.
I was very disturbed by the comment you made about not wanting to end therapy.I do want it to end but I guess I know Im not ready.I know you never meant to upset me but I guess you hit a nerve.
I appreciate all your help.Its so good to hear a non judgmental point of view.