I am so sorry to hear about your situation. It's insane how powerful other people can be to a person and their effects. I honestly think that there is still hope for you. There ARE going to be those kinds of people in life because everybody's got sins and are imperfect. I think that you should keep going. Keep living. You seem like a great guy and I believe that now you have more knowledge of people you should avoid. I don't believe this situation was your fault- think about why those people did that in the first place. They were probably insecure about something. Hurt people hurt people.
Anyway, I hope you will meet someone way better than those 2. It takes time to make good friends again (same situation) but you will meet people who will become close to you like they were. But you have to be careful and make sure they're not ****** people first. Good luck [emoji106]