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Old Nov 19, 2014, 03:41 PM
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Location: Western US
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I lost my nursing career because of what I call "bipolar brain-fade". I don't know whether it's the disease or the meds used to treat it---maybe it's a combination of both---but my short-term memory is crap and I don't see it coming back. I am on a high dose of Lamictal and two anti-psychotics, any and all of which can contribute to cognitive difficulties.

I haven't read a book since 2011. I used to be a voracious reader, but now I lack the attention span required to read a book and I forget what I read anyway. I can't retain new knowledge so I really appreciate having lived long enough to have a past upon which I can draw for wisdom. This does NOT help with job situations where I have to learn new skills, however. I lost my last one because I could not learn their computer system or memorize large amounts of material.

I get along fairly well, though, because I use Post-it notes for everything I have to remember, like phone numbers and reminders for appointments and such. I do better when I write things down---it seems to help make the connection for me if I physically write something on a piece of paper.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment

RX:
Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg

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