So, I wrote my pdoc a long letter…it included my fear of getting better—part of it because if I get better, he will abandon me. I know he is not going to abandon me, but we will see each other less. My meds are working and I have a good T so there is no need for me to continue to see him every few weeks. I can’t believe I admitted that I am so scared of him leaving me. Now, he will know that I really don’t need to see him as much and he might push our appointments even further apart. I guess in some ways that is the healthy thing to do…anybody else ever been a little scared to admit they are doing good? For fear of losing your pdoc or T?