I can definitely relate to a lot of what's going on in your life, except like The Skeezyks, I'm old now.

The disability part is already disheartening but it gets worse when on occasion I meet someone new. That's when I have to face questions like, "What do you do?" I really don't want to get into that because I'm likely to get the "But you don't look sick!" reaction. My life is mundane and routine so I don't have much else to chat about, either.

I have a few friends but they all live at least 50 minutes away. Low income and anxiety keep me from taking that relatively short trip to hang out for a few hours...

Sometimes everything seems pointless.