Hi Grand Poohbah --

I'm a recovering addict -- so just having all those pill bottles lined up in the bathroom has a certain kind of dysfunctional comfort to it.

Forget my pills -- hah! Only rarely. I have to remember not to take em twice and not to prescribe up'ed dosages.

I know exactly that feeling of being alone in a room of people having a good time with each other that you describe.

This disease is hell.

Please keep sharing with us. It's a start, and weunderstand and love and care about you here.