Sorry to kinda bail on you and psychcentral. I was spending too much time in here and letting my school work slip—I had to stop out for a bit to catch up. I did post in general to let people know I was going to be gone for awhile, but I don’t think everybody read it. Its hard to keep track of all of us! My school is going good—I graduate June 1st. After that, I will be able to spend more time back here posting. I have missed everybody here.

I do find you supportive and encouraging—not a bit overbearing.

My fear of being abandoned by my pdoc is very real. Admitting it to him was a tough thing to do, but I have always been really honest with him. I have relied on him over the past couple years and I know the next phase of my growth/recovery means relying on myself a little bit more. I feel like a little baby bird contemplating its first flight from the nest. I hope I don’t go splat. But, if I do, I know my pdoc will be there to help me.

Sorry to make you worry…PM me anytime.