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Originally Posted by hannabee
You know I hated you after the third paragraph and ALMOST stopped reading. But I'm glad that I didn't...you redeemed yourself by the end of the post. Kinda like you did in the cat's eyes, right?
We ALL make mistakes that we are ashamed of, the difference only lies in the magnitude of the offense and then again in the penance we deliver back. We're you a nice guy???HELL NO...did you learn and change and grow from this grievous mistake??? Yes, so you know what, you now continue the process of forgiving yourself and it may just take a lifetime. You certainly are not alone in this, though. Big hug for you.
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Thank you so much for your honest feedback. Your forgiveness means a lot to me. I went through a lot of pictures tonight and consolidated a bunch of stuff into one place. I loved him like a family member. I feel that I can finally begin to move forward and I credit those like you, who took the time out of your own lives to invest in someone you've never met, by lending an ear. Thank you so much. God Bless, and know that your opinion means so very much to me. I will have to live with that forever, but I need to forgive myself for the fact that there is no possible way it could ever happen again. Therefore there is no guilt. There is only a lesson learned. I'm going to devote this emotion into grieving for the little guy who is responsible for all of it. Thanks again.