I just recently moved to my favorite place in the world, but I am having trouble finding work, because of anxiety, and the climate is completely different here from where I use to live. The winters are very cold and will take some getting use to. I caught a cold the first cold spell we had. I was hoping to get some job training in the mental health field through the state, but I didn't qualify for funding. Then the state mental health clinic which I was getting counseling through had to turn me away too because of that. I could only talk with a peer support person, which is what I wanted to become. I really hit it off with her, but since I seem to always be attracted to the wrong person, I now find myself depressed about the feelings I have for her. Not only is she way to young for me, she is married with 3 kids and almost divorced because he was physically abusive, but he was diagnosed as bipolar so she has decided to give him another chance. I think she has thrown me off track from the excitement and confidence I had when I first got here. Plus, it's harder to talk with her now cause so much of my problem now is the feelings I have for her. And with it getting so cold, I have been isolating myself more and more. Could sure use some hugs....