I've doing so good on prozac and lamictal for the past month and a half. i'm on the maximum of both and they just seem to have stopped working. It's so disheartening and I'm scared to death I'm never again going to be as good as i have been. Im losing my will, smile, becoming more aggressive, crying more feeling hopeless and all the other textbook signs. The counselors just keep saying ride it out, you'll get through it, but i dont think i can. I'm miserable and I hate this, Im so tired of it, its been my whole life literally. I dont remember ever being normal and i just want to stand up and scream THATS ENOUGH. If medication is only going to tease me then I don't want it. Futher more I really want to put away an entire bottle of wine, i've abstained for the past 6 weeks but the urge grows more and more every night, and I know that night where I wont be able to say no is coming. I'm scared of that too because I know what little bit the medication is working its going to completely negate and I'll essentially be starting from scratch. I'm just tired. does anyone have any tips on how to get through a relapse? Thanks