So I'm new here! And we'll I have depression. I thought I had it under control for quite awhile but it'd starting to get bad again. I think some it has to do with the time of the year. But I just have no motivation. I feel like I don't care. I've never had good self esteem or really loved myself but that seems to be getting worse as well. It's frustrating when things are going alright for a little bit and then it gets worse. I knew my depression wasn't gone but some days I almost forgot about it. Which is crazy to me. I don't know where I was going with this. But I just guess I figured I'd post a bit about me in here. Just trying to figure out how to get through each day one day at a time.