I think it is good that you expressed your concern to your pdoc. It will certainly be a topic for discussion. Your pdoc knows this has been a stressful time for you and that you have a special alliance with him. Sometimes I am afraid that you are saying...maybe I do not need him as much...but it is so difficult to give him up. I think that you will not lose him in the long run and he will wait to see that you are secure before or if he lessens visits. I think that is the need that you are expressing here?