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Originally Posted by wiretwister
never knew any difference, I am as I always have been, never knew I had a problem,,,but I am doing (acourding to wife) "better" on my meds,,, so I vote for both,,personality and illness...personality because it's really me..illness because meds HELP it..imo
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The same with me as in not knowing any different. My ex says I have chanhged since being medicated and an old friend, who used to look forward to long rambling emails about my different theories on just about everything says the same. I know I less "dangerous" now. I haven't rolled any cars thinking I was Ayreton Senna.
I do feel I have lived a more interesting life than other people because hypomania gives you the bravado to change jobs and try new things. But very occasionally I also I feel I have wasted a great deal of my life by not being stable. Though my friend who has been in the same job for years disagrees.