I think it may be time for me to go back inpatient. Maybe not hospital level but at least respite. I've lost a significant amount of weight, I have ideations, lethargy, insomnia, I basically am not functioning.

I have a 4 year old. My husband chooses not to drive (grr). Possibly my father in law could help us out but he helps a lot and I don't want to ask. He's really the only one that could help.

I'm really in a bind here.