How is it I can't feel anything? I have voluntary job it feels like nothing to me right now, I have a boyfriend I feel nothing, a happy or sad movie barely has any reaction, I'm going my gcses in English and Maths at college and don't feel any emotion or euthusasim. So then I ask people for help they all say say do things you enjoy, find something you will enjoy. Completely impossible when I feel absolutely nothing So then I finally got angry with my boyfriend last as he was like take meds and the you would be able fight depression and I was like they all make feel numb/disconnected no emotion so if I'm already feeling like that I don't want to taking more pills and still feeling like it.
But I suppose the good little positives is that the other day I did cry and show feelings whilst watching warhorse. But that's a rare feeling. Right now you could social work access course and my reaction will be nothing, you could tell me that my brothers getting married (not really just example) I can't feel enjoy or sadness. Will I always be heartless bastards?