Depression has its moments where it runs everything. Being referred to a hemotologist and being prepared for having leukemia just adds to it. Anxiety is a bit high because today they do the bone marrow biopsy. Which means I'll have no results for at least a week. I'm trying too be ok. I think I'm still in a bit of shock because all of this is happening so quickly. Regular blood work done on Thursday for my Pdoc to check my thyroid (which is fine). Showed my white blood cell count at 114000 when normal is only at most 10000. Friday was more blood work and more tests. Tuesday an appt with the hemotologist and today a bone biopsy. I want to cry, but I can't seem to. I laugh about it. Which makes me seem slightly insane I think. But oh well time to get ready for this.