I expressed the same fear with my T actually.. that I will get better and he will abandon me.

With a pdoc doc it's a little different though, because you already have your T-- so it is reasonable for the pdoc to reduce sessions once you are stabilize. But just because it's reasonable doesn't mean it's going to feel good.

DId you mail the letter? Are you going to bring it to the next session?

Can you talk about this with your T?

Oh, and has your pdoc actually talked about reducing the session? If you are feeling better on your meds, it is something that the two of you should decide together-- no abandonment!