Honestly I also feel hopeless and the only thing I CAN do is to have hope and being positive. No if I were hurt I would also want to have revenge.
You're your worst critic so you need to try to say kind things to yourself. You deserve the best even though YOU may not feel like it and although I don't know you, I know you deserve the BEST. **** the shxtty people. Move on to finding people who see the good in you. That is what you deserve. You deserve a happy and wonderful long lived life.