(((sister))) yeah. i get like that before therapy sometimes too. its hard. those feelings of emptiness and fragmentation and utter aloneness. really horrible :-( do you have some good moments of connection with your t? some memories? sometimes they help. those good feelings of connection. some good feelings to fill the emptiness. something to be able to hold on too. hurts sometimes huh. you are there... you are... i'm sorry it hurts so much :-(