Mefisto... I know you're hurting badly here as are everyone else on this site. People really are trying to reach out to you, to help you and also show that there are caring and people in this world. I also know you're thinking that the way you're feeling is how you're going to feel forever... Again we are all feeling this way too. It seems to me that you're focusing on trying to find someone else? We all heal differently I know, but in my experience it's best to start working on yourself first, before even contemplating another relationship. That of course only MY opinion.
I guess also what I'm getting at is like I said earlier people here supporting you with every response they are giving you... I just feel that you are negative towards everyones responses, especially when you said earlier that you don't have ANY ONE to talk to you. You have a lot of people here caring for you. I know some of the responses you feel are very harsh and this may sound harsh to you too... But sometimes the truth hurts.
Just try to absorb some of the things that people are saying and think about it before you send a reply back, as you may find your words coming across more negative than you intend them to be? Sometimes words can come across more negative without the tone of your voice and your body language. Jeez I hope this makes sense? I'm not in a good place myself :s

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