It sounds silly but it has just dawned on me that I never grieved over the loss of my nan 11yrs ago. I believe the reason was that I lost my teenage brother 7months before my nan had passed. I found myself today writing about her and her mental health problems. I guess the reason being I want to find out if I inherited my mental health problems from her? It just got so emotional and the guilt flooding in that if I knew back then what I know now, I could have perhaps helped her go through all that she did.
Or does it make me just feel guilt? I'm not sure?

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