I am so sorry thickntired. Losing your sponsor that way is a big blow along with all the other stuff you are dealing with. Unfortunately I have know quite a few in AA who committed suicide.
I hope you can find the support and help you need and get through this.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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