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over dosing more often than I should be although I probably shouldn't be doing it at all
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I am finding that I am lying to everyone including my own mum just so I can stock up on tablets (and I dont even know why she gave me what she did and so many when she knows I have a history of over dosing!!
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ella keeps yelling at me telling me I need to kill myself now before that support is taken away from me for good and she keeps telling me that nothing will ever get any better for me and I would be much better off dead and being dead means that no one can hurt or abuse me ever again.
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Who is ella? I think I would cut her out of my life.
What is it your GP is saying? Maybe he needs to be reported even if it does get him in trouble.
The over dosing thing is pretty concerning. Throw those tablets away!!
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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