You need to cut yourself some slack. It may make you feel guilty, but some time away from your child is healthy. Taking or wanting to take that time doesn't make you a bad person.
I know what you mean about needing help, regardless of how strong you are.
Can you lean on any of your friends for some support? Do they know you're in rough shape?
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* Panic Disorder w/ Agoraphobia
* Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
* Hoarder
* Fibromyalgia
* Major Depressive Disorder w/ Recurrent Major Depressive Episodes
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"I exist here. I must learn to walk in this world."