I live in a larger town, I´m 30+ year old and feel my life is very disappointing, futile and lonely. I have a university degree but had been unemployed since I finished school both because of me feeling mentally bad from time to time and because of the labour market itself.

I have only one friend and feel very lonely, I´ve tried in several ways to find more friends but it´s hard finding new friends when you´re a bit "older". I´ve never been in a relationship and to me it isn´t just "go out and find a date" as my problems stems from childhood issues and stuff that I went into therapy about. At the moment I´m without a therapist and I don´t know how I´ll get the strength to continue searching for one.

I spend most of my time alone, by my computer or TV. I don´t have any sufficient support from family or relatives and I think my life is just a mess, life is just a dull place to be, not knowing how to change things.

Anyone else out there feeling this way?