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Old Nov 21, 2014, 05:42 PM
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Originally Posted by tripmonster View Post
Ever since I can remember, if anything happened like getting really mad, or in a confrontation, I just black out.

And I wake up usually on top of the person hurting them, OR finishing off a sentence.

For example: When I was in 4th grade, I had a really mean teacher, that ruled with an iron fist. One day I was sitting at my desk playing with my pencils, cause that's what I did, and the teacher was currently beating a kids head up against a wall and screaming in his ear. Keep in mind this is normal to me.

Next thing I know I'm standing in front of her and finishing off a sentence. The other kid is curled up against the wall, terrified. She's sitting in the chair looking at me puzzled, and then looks at me and says "hmmm?" as if I have anything else to say.

That's when I shrug and just go back to my desk to go back to work.

There are many more instances like this, and I'm not sure what's happening. Am I crazy? Do I have a multiple personality? Help
here where I live and work no this is not multiple personality it is called intermittent explosive disorder. some people I know with it have blackouts associated with their anger others I know literally see red.

mmind you we can not tell you for sure what this anger issue is with in you. only your treatment providers can diagnose what your anger issue is. my suggestion if this continues to bother contact your or a treatment provider ie a medical doctor, therapist psychiatrist off line in your real location. they will be able to tell you what this anger issue is called with in you and how to treat it so that it doesnt keep happening.