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I'm sorry that didn't go well. Will you get a chance to rest at home? I hope you can, and that you get some sleep. Hospitals really are not so great at actually letting you rest, are they? Maybe with so many people trying to take care of you, each one doesn't realize how much the others are demanding of you, so it adds up to not letting you rest. You need to eat a little too, even if it is hard. Maybe you could start with the easiest thing you can think of. If the hospital is just pushing you too fast, maybe you could catch up on some sleep at home, and go back in a couple of days when you are more ready? There is just so little time that they have to work with you, and it does take a lot of time and effort to treat eating disorders, as well as depression too. Maybe they are trying to be efficient, because otherwise there is a greater chance of having to discharge you before you are ready, which can be worse than no treatment at all. It's a tough situation all around.

Thanks for the update. Take good care of yourself and get some rest.

Rap

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