Odd... I have been, too. I'm in a day hospital program, and both in there and in the store I went to at lunch I felt like I was having compulsions that I would just suddenly act on without a will of my own - like my body were taking instructions from someone else. I really didn't like that at all. I even set my hands away from myself in group to both keep them from hurting me and to remind them that *I* control them. They don't control themselves (isn't that odd??) I, too, wonder if that is an OCD thing.... I seem to be having more and more ODC traits for some reason in the last year. Also, for us, when the alters act on their compulsions, it's not in front of others! Well... not since like 2002, when they finally got to the point of SI in the store we worked in while customers were there. That felt over the top for me. This today felt like crazy. I meant to talk with the program therapist about that today when she came for me, but it left my head and she does not lend herself to being someone to confide in. Oh well, can't win them all, can we? Just have to utilize what tools we DO have to the best of our ability and make do with whatever else we've got. I think that is part of survival and persistence - thinking out of the box and not giving up; looking around at what CAN be used to help, even when we think there's nothing.
Take care of you!