I lost my cousin, then 4 months later my dad then 5 month later my sister, my cat died two days before my dad.

I was doing ok since this happened in 2013.

But about a month ago my daughter friend was murdered by her girlfriend, it was on the local news and my daughter was upset and there was public memorials. I just couldnt go. Then this week I found out that someone I was close to online who I actually even met in person and had a relationship with for a year has cancer 2-3 months to live.

Today I got a low grade on a 15 page paper I write for school and had a meltdown in front of my professor who acted baffled and condescended me.

Then I went home and binged on food and felt sick, cried alot.

After that I came here.