I'm sorry things are so bad right now. I'm struggling financially myself but at least my parents are able to help me out. I can't imagine how it must feel for you to watch your parents going through this. I'm so sorry about you grandmother too.

I was also wondering if you're crafty and able to make things that you could maybe sell online? Etsy is a good site for that, or if you have DVDs and stuff you don't need maybe you could sell them on ebay or amazon. Otherwise I'm not too sure. I hope you are approved for welfare soon, that would be a help for you.

Good luck, I hope things work out somehow.i guess being healthy and happy is more important than presents, maybe seeing you well would be more of a gift than giving stuff. I'm sure your company is worth far more than any present you could buy someone. I know you must want to do something nice for them though. But you could always make it up next year or something. Take care anyway. I know presents are nice at Christmas but they're not everything.